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crzi
29 October 2015 @ 09:17 am
It hurts when you learn that your mom will choose the people you hate over you... o baka naman wala lang talaga siyang tiwala sa akin... fuck ang sakit nun ah...

Andito na sila, andito na yung mga paborito niya..

Dear Ma, Masakit na maramdaman at makita na mas gusto mo sila. Mas gusto mo yang mga pamangkin mo. Ang sakit ma.. Ilang araw at ilang beses ko ng tinanong sayo if I can drive the car, para may service na tayong dalawa, para hindi na tayo magcommute, but you kept on saying No.. Not yet... Ipa-bless muna natin ulit... Ok lang naman sa akin yun.. Pero ang hindi ok, ang masakit is bigla mo na lang sasabihin na "Kapag andito na si Pax, isa sa mga paborito mong pamangkin, magpaservice tayo sa kanya.. Siya na ang magdrive ng sasakyan"... Ouch ma ah.. ang sakit nun.. ako para akong tanga na nangungulit sayo, para akong nanlilimos na ipagamit mo sa akin yung sasakyan mo pero ang dami mong dahilan pero pag dating sa mga paborito mong pamangkin, ni hindi man nila kailangan humiling sayo ibibigay mo na agad... nasaan ang hustisya don? Pinatuyan mo lang na mas may tiwala ka sa kanila kesa sa akin... Masakit yun... Dahil sa ginagawa mo, dahil sa pinapakita mo lalo ko akong nagagalit sa kanila.. And I'm starting to hate you too.. Alam ko mali na magalit ako sayo pero masisisi mo ba ako?? Ang sabi mo mali yung iniisip ko na mas pabor ka sa kanila, but your words and actions show otherwise... Palagi na lang ako ang mali... Pero naisip mo na ba or naitanong mo na kung bakit ako nagkakaganito????

dapat sanay na ko.. dapat hindi na ko nasasaktan... pero hindi e.. hindi ko kayang maging manhid... 
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crzi
20 October 2015 @ 09:02 am
I'm not really a fan of Filipino loveteams or artists in general but this tandem made an exception. Their teleserye On The Wings of Love baited me to become a fan.They are not overhyped. They are the Real Deal.   I like them not only because of their looks but they are really talented. They are the total package, They can act,sing and dance...





 
 
Current Music: Me and You- Nadine Lustre
 
 
crzi
21 September 2015 @ 09:39 am
September 17, 2015 will definitely be one of the highlights of my year because I was able to see Maroon 5 perform live...



























The concert lasted for about 1 hour and 30 minuted which for me is too short, well even if it lasted longer I will still find it Bitin because I can never get enough of Adam Levine (hahahaha)




Adam's wife, Behati, was also there watching and supporting her husband. It just sucks that I didn't get to see her because my seat was far from the stage. I wanted to see her because she's my girl-crush...







Reunited with my good friend Tephy to see Adam...
 
 
Current Location: SM MOA Arena
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: Sugar- Maroon 5
 
 
crzi
20 September 2015 @ 12:03 pm
  • Sat, 19:33: RT @UST_CSC: "Every champion was once a contender that refused to give up." - Rocky Balboa Bounce back, @USTTigers. We're proud of you! 💛🐯
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crzi
15 September 2015 @ 12:03 pm
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